Recently I have experienced many awkward, great and not so great stuffs that many of us had lived maybe a couple of times or just never, well the thing is that the nerd girl inside me just came out at last, I mean, the study girl not the lazy girl that doesn't care about life, about the future, she just want to enjoy what is happening in that moment and live in a free way. But that is not going to happen anymore, I knew I were in trouble at the university because I was failing 2 subjects but I couldn't tell to no one, but recently I started to get a bit better, even I feel like an Asian dude or like those Asian jokes that present a Asian crying even though he/she had passed but with a 98% or 99%. I understand that in those countries, those kids kill themselves studying until very late at night because they must have perfect marks so their parents can feel proud because they know they are going to have an excellent future.
But the reality is different here, there are guys that never study and they have or good grades or really bad, others that study very hard have excellent or good grades but they don't have no social life. And there is another zone where you are "ok", in that zone is where my name is written. Even I study a lot, I try my best to pass, and when I feel that I've done a good job, I receive a awful mark because at first it was cool and then the teacher ask you if you could give your exam back because there were some mistakes, and thanks to that I've failed one exam that I thought I was "ok". I was really pissed off, I wanted to kill my teacher so badly and that's why I hate him from now on.
That's why, never, but never feel confident or think that you made it, because you know how Karma is, she is just a motherfucking bitch that makes your life miserable.
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