I know that many of us have lots of fantasies and also dreams that some of them may come true in moments unexpected. Well, I'm going to confess that a situation like that happened to me last year, and the awkward part was that it happened with my male best friend. I know, there are always myths about it, like: "Oh! so you have a male best friend, well, I have to inform you that it's going to end really fucked up" and blah blah blah. I know that you are touching fire, because there is going to come a moment you have feelings for that person and you just want to go out of the friend zone. I wish that order would had happen but sadly it just didn't.
Lovely
Anyway, my story begins when I met him 3 and a half years ago. His name is Aaron, and he's an awesome friend, quite the opposite of me but even though we have some common things and most of the time we agree in most of the topics we talk.
As we know, no one in this world is perfect, am saying this because he is a bit arrogant and have a high ego, that most of our friends (we're at the same cycle of friends) don't feel comfortable when he start being like that, but thankfully they have me. Actually, I'm the only one that can low all of that, and it's funny because thanks to this we started to joke around, always, but always using sarcastic jokes that it never came to an end.
So we were like this for the past 3 years, until one day, he started acting a little bit awkward when we were at a small surprise party that we organized for an amazing friend, here name is Claudia and we are really close friends, even both of us are studying at the same university, but for him, she's his cousin.
Continuing the story, in that time I was in a relationship with someone (huge mistake, he's a fucking jerk and I never had feeling for him during all the time we were together, I was with him just for pity), so that day he knew because of my friends and every time I looked at him, he's eyes showed half jealous and half sad, and I'm like "what's the matter?".
A couple of weeks later, I knew the real truth.
I finished high school, and the prom party was just around the corner, actually, I liked my party just because of my friends, not the damn date I brought with me (my now ex boyfriend), the douchebag was looking at his phone all the party. Later on, I had some problems with him, and we broke up, and I made a mistake to forgive him after many days, even I didn't care of how he was feeling, (I'm not the normal girl that shows her feeling to the world, I would say that I'm like a rock).
During 2 weeks I didn't know anything about my dear friend, until one Saturday morning, I was so damn happy to finally what was up with him, until I asked about his prom party and he told me: "I don't want to go to my party, but my mom insist and worse of all, I don't have a date". And I started to tell him: "why don't pick your cousin or someone from our group?", he told me logic excuses like: "they're not going to find a dress in a couple of hours", "one of them is going to have her party today also", "I stop talking to that person", etc.
And from the blue, he asked me: "would you like to be my prom partner, please?", I didn't think twice and I told him yes, he couldn't believe it, he was so damn happy. I remembered telling him: "trust me, everything is under control".
His prom party was ridiculously amazing, no one knew me, and I didn't know none of them so that was perfect. I enjoyed it so much, more than my own prom party.
Until the truth appeared
We were dancing like usual, and then we hugged like normal, and I was feeling a little bit tired so I lay my head over his left shoulder, still dancing but slower and he started singing in my ear and gave me small kisses in my cheek that woke me up, I wanted to see his face and tell him: "what's up that?", instead he just kissed me. That kiss changed everything, it changed even me...
I thought it was a dream I've dreamed before, that I could wake up in any moment like usually, but it seemed so real, that I knew I wasn't sleeping.
I was with him and not in my bed.
That dream came true and changed my whole life
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