For the past few years, life has been normal with no stress or other difficulties but when I knew last year that that life I was living was going to an end, but not a good one, it was actually a dead end where there where no hopes, no life and no happiness, just black around it's corners. That end was starting College, at first I was happy with it but I never thought that all my fears were going to be so flesh, so visible that every morning the reality was there but I always said to myself that it was just a dream, a really bad dream.
But there are some benefits, and also some tears while looking at the clock and then the exam that you have in front of you and just realize that you haven't study enough for it and you may fail or even if you are lucky, you may pass it. That had happen to many of us since school year, where it used to be so lovely at the beginning where in math you learned the simple things and after a couple of years it got worse, making it the nightmare no matter if you were sleeping or being awake, math was there. And now, it is just a creepy monster that you try to kill it, but every time you cut it, it duplicates and the fear is growing and you can't hide from it any longer.
On the opposite, there are others that like seeing you suffer and laugh about it, even that they had have the same feeling a couple of years ago and were in the living nightmare.
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